Thursday, November 19, 2009

November Updates

This post is also kind of random...

Actually don want what to update also...

This post, lazy to think in perfect english so chin chai taruk only...

Long time never blog liao... lost touch of what to write... but since got bit bit mood + due to popular demand, i ll update bit bit..

Starting from... work... same boring routine lor... from my earlier post, if you've been following... this yr is a relatively good yr la... but thats for this yr only...things pretty rossy for me la...

But then again, since this is good yr for me & not so good for everyone else within sales... my target confirm sure double fold at least... "die die die..." Till then, control also not in my hand right? So cannot be worried SO much... only can pray real hard that next yr economy improve to like 07, the good older days...

Okie, so much for wishful thinking for now... update u guys about studies. New semester started almost 5 weeks(or somewhere around there)... got so new faces, new friends... interesting ppl... not so interesting lecturers who are almost monotonous voice... feels like hypnosis therapy in class...

And lets not forget another lecturer who is new... who insists that everyone must know her profile... where she obtained her qualification, experiences & expertise ... bla bla bla... she had to make sure everybody knew her profile, she showed her profile at least 3 times in that class that very day. First time was when she came into class, 15 minutes later when another 2 students came in together class... and she just had do it another time 45 minutues later when a student came in...hmmmm... (thinking was that even necessary) neways who really cares where you studied!

To cut things short, her class are really.... ermm..., it just doesnt make me feel so comfortable... felt like dropping that subject tim but "boh bian" have to take it worrying that it would be quite a while before they would have this subject in other sems to come.

Ah ha... the kid who dreams big also suddenly becomes excited to start own business... planning begings... trying to source for suppliers... arrange logistic... where to sell produts.... been a great idea but slightly stuck for now.. :) hopefully this enthusiastic energy keeps the dream alive... but it might be half way through as lots of stuff that i try to do =p .... not a big big dream.. but something i feel would be a personal milestone achievement if really does work out...

Aiseh... late already, time to sleep... see you nxt month, if i m not too lazy to update this blog .. hehe... nitez ppl !!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Amazing reply by J.P. Morgan CEO to a Pretty girl..

Another 1 of those forwarded emails, but found it meaningful... Enjoy...

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year.
I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York .
My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough.
I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys.

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

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Amazing reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.! From the standpoint of a business person, it is a
bad decision to marry you.. The answer is very simple, so let me explain.

Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of
'beauty' and 'money': Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after
year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a 'trading position'..
If the! trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be
sold or 'leased'. Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you.
I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income.
This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps .... If you are interested in 'leasing' services, do contact me ...

signed,
CEO
J.P. Morgan :)

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Its september lor... 9 months into 2009 !

Times passes fast... before really realizing it, its already September 2009. I asked myself, what have I done thus far so these 9 months. Since having some free time this Saturday afternoon, occupied with boredom... mind starts to wonder to & looking back, evaluating every aspects that I could think off - work, studies, socially, personal development, family & relationships with others...

Pondering upon these, not much has basically changed, at least not many things that i really have put effort to make a difference. From a 3rd persons viewpoint - looking at me, one might notice changes - but deep down I know these things changed because of time. It would only be natural to become more mature as time passes, also of course time remaining to finish my course would be shorten... (examples). Wouldn't say that no effort has been put forth, perhaps its just that I know i can do better?

Btw, reemphasizing that i don't like that studying... makes going through the studying period all the more agonizing... coursework, datelines, submissions, assignments & yeah, I HATE EXAMS !! As though i can escape it, sem exam gonna start in 3 weeks or so... anyhow, just wanna finish this course quickly... don't wanna quit half way..

2009 has been rather a fruitful year in regards the aspect of work... Most days are busy ones, 9-6 passing by quickly... of course, its the usual rewarding the best, damn & woe to the loser... When you accomplish something, ppl have expectation on you to perform... to maintain & achieve & outdo... The biggest question mark lies if I am capable ?? Its not totally a bad thing altogether I would think... perhaps one needs to fall down, get up & work double hard every now & then...

Another 4 months time & a brand new year - keeping fingers cross on what to expect...as my senior mentioned, "You can only be a superstar once in this company... been there, done that & proven - look at me ..." Being a believer of always maximizing individual potential let see what will happen...

So long ppl !!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Aimless...

Been a while since i last posted up anything... Been busy & lazy as usual..

Still got nothing much to say thus far yet... But turning of events were slightly unexpected...Would say that changing of events would really be a huge burden upon me... Not too sure as to what to expect.

Taking everyday as it is...On the positive note, it does give me a slight glimpse of baring... being steered without much choice, not so many decisions needed to be made. Of course, apart from being aimless - Year 2009 is quite a good year for personal career. Breaking personal records...

Amazingly, contrary to what i always imagined it would feel like... feeling of "being there' is perhaps not as great as expect... Or perhaps some pieces of other elements are just not complete ... perhaps ....

Just like this posting is virtually a piece of blank crap... Its the same situation for me right now... Going on auto-pilate... It aren't me that the decision... its what i have to do... & thats what i will do..

Good nite ppl... Till then...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Tired ~

I am tired of everything..

Sick of myself...sick of how things are...

I suddenly remembered what causes a stone heart... damn it..

I hate being human - human with feelings... hate that feeling that makes me so weak within...

I want reforms...I miss being rebellious... I m confused...

I wish to let the Devil within let loose.

And perhaps I will ~ very soon i think?

Monday, May 18, 2009

Barclays Premier League CHAMPIONS 2009 - coming to KL !!



Hail the champions !! No offense to supporters of the other football clubz ... but there can only be 1 winner - THE BEST ! 


Slightly late in putting this post of celebration, needing a point from 2 matches, Manchester United sealed the EPL 2009 title with a goaless draw with Arsenal - rather dull game i would say...



Neways - here are some nice wallpaper taken from Man Utd's official website. Click here to view more in regards to this. Some cool papers below :)





Btw, would believe most hard core Man U fanz, or not so hard core would know that there are coming to town - KL on  18 July 09. 2 more months exactly to go? Hohoho... gonna rock ! Hear that gonna be 85k tickets available on sale for the frenly match at Bukit Jalil National Stadium !


ProEvents International Sdn Bhd would be the official organizers of the ManU Asia Tour 2009;
Ticketpro Malaysia Sdn Bhd has been appointed as the ticket agents. Official sales of the ticket should be by 1 June 2009, but early birds may pre-purchase tickets from selected Nike Concept Stores & Al-Iksan Sports Stores. The period open for the early bird is from 22nd - 31st May 2009. Early bird gets extra free ticket to watch ManU in training :)

Pricing starts from RM 58 & VIP tix going for RM 308. There's even student price too i heard - RM 28 but limited number thou...

Anyway, it would be super chun for them to come over...




Champion league around the corner - lets hope they can grab another trophy in the bag for this season. Rather tricky though since there are going against Barcelona !!

Hail the champions once more !!


Sunday, May 17, 2009

Apologies

I know this makes no difference since whatever happened has already past & time cannot be reverted. But I am really sorry for what I did...there was 2 different thoughts going on my mind when it happened.

I ve gotta admit that I am indeed guilty without any doubt. I guess the crack of selfish trait has shown its tail - I worry if it would get worse...

I shouldn't have raised my voice... i should have control my anger...

My concerns did in fact trouble me & I just didnt realize how obvoius it was reflected on my face. That sour / moody face & blady expression of disgust...

I m really sorry... knowing that right now lots of thinking is going on, on both sides... 

I feel helpless - i abhor that feeling so much... the feeling of not being able to control...

But that's just what it is... I cannot control the outcome & i am lost of how to settle this issue as of now... perhaps & perhaps only time will reveal the future...

Not good in expression sorrow in words... wont do much relieve either...

...(dot dot dot ... )

Friday, May 15, 2009

Update - 1 paper 2 go, Slight Intro2new Blog...

Huray !!! 3 papers down...

1 more additional paper more next week - which also spells the END of Sem 3... Seems been awhile since i have been attending classes but still Sem 3 only...

Been writing so lengthy answer but thats because i've got nothing in my brain... just got to pen something down instead of leaving it blank... cant afford to fail...

And so I planned many things, and many more to come... as like before i also plan + wishful thinking = zero achieved *guilty smile*

And lets see, i would come out if a list of "Things to do" if i wasn't so disorganized, in additional to being a procastinator + day dreaming overly too much.... busy..... (bla bla bla...)

Do hope to launch the new blog that i wanted at least before my b.dae... at least a place where i can pour out freely... this blog is more like a "Mama's Boy - kind of blog" should there be a comparison with the blog i m planning to launch... Gonna voice out grudges, disastisfaction + bang others + release tension... and remain Anonymous for the most part of it...

Just the thought of it also SYOK... but will take time to try to put everything together..

Hmmm... got more to say but i ll leave it for next time... 

*P/S - This blog is becoming more like my personal diary...

Till then, got a feeling that i ll be back soon... Cheers & Good Nite Ppl !

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Exam mau mali - Damn stress !!

Will be starting a new blog by next month =p

Kind of liking the idea of it - i like it anyway...

Tuesday would sem 3 exam for me... but haven even started studying much as off now. Still got 1 more hours.. or perhaps i count down by the hours? i guess this fact testify or confirms that i'm a 'last minute' person.

But tension & pressure + stress is definately mounting - hate exams !! But really cant wait till exam finishes - its like a new fresh page, a new sem... so much planned forth.... 

However, somehow these days not feeling so at ease as I should be...its like the sort of feeling of "Dejawu"... knowing something bad might happen... or perhaps that just anxieties ... Going on study leave tmr... thankfully... but the shitty part is I am still worried about my work... hard to explain over here... I guess I have to somehow push that thought aside for the moment & let what comes - comes...

Actually trying to re-discover the feeling that i once had... the determination ... miss that feeling... that is why m planning to start that new blog... to pump up & hopefully that feeling does come back to me... 

I'll be back... wish me luck for exam !!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Random

Suppose to be a week to get my mind filled with study material but i would say that I m rather moodless to do so... 

Tired of the usual routine of things...Studies, work...

I missing so many things - 1 of it ... blogging... 

Neways... wish me the best for my exam next week

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Born Rich?!

Just kind of random feeling - football match nite.. syok but tired...

Hang out for short supper at the so called high class area - Mount Kiara.

Grand houses, expensive cars.... life best offerings?!

I guess i m envious... diu...even thou i shouldn't be ... but what to do... OKOK...

Maybe not everybody there were born in a rich family.. perhaps they managed to grab hold of supervb opportunity that came their way? or perhaps they worked their way up to what they are now?

Cant complaint so much de la... since being born in rich family not an option... left with the other shit choice lor.. what to do...

Monday blues again tmr.... sigh... work....

Nitez ppl !

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Busy-ing Apr....

Hi ~~

It's been a while... my fren say its been more than 5 weeks that since i last updated blog..

Busying - usual work, studies this sem pretty heavy too...

"Busy - just a phrase u use when u have poor time managment ... ! " - Quotes my Boss..

Sigh.. i guess i just suck at that... able to improve this area this yr? Hopefully so... suppose to be 1 of my 2009 resolution..

Damn - i hate that i procastinate so much !

Btw, hitting target last 2 months was SWEET :) ; Gotta save up thou, sales is like a roller coster anyway... got high got low.. now steady decline...

Orite folks.... will next update after my exam... c ya in 1 month time.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Today I feel...

Today i feel so random...

Today i feel & perhaps realize that I am meant to be the under-dog - naturally born to be...

Today i feel that I don't feel comfortable when things too smoothly...

Today i feel i like & hate challenges...

Today i feel i inherited the blood of a 'fighter'...

Today i feel i nothing much - feels kind of meaningness - i think...

Today i feel tired as usual...

Today.... Tonite.... I sleep & wake up......

Today..... Routine.....

Saturday, February 21, 2009

February Updates... Random..

After a long silence - I decided to put up some thoughts within this 'left to dead' blog...



Not sure what spark this come back - not sure if it would sustain me from continuing blogging...



Main reason reason being inactive was due to tight schedule & supervbly busy.



Was going thru & trying to tidy up my room. While clearing my drawers - going thru the mess & clutter, I went thru stuff of my past - ranging from my early childhood, schooling days... photos, report cards ..... brought back memories & also a weird feeling...



Its not a feeling of emo-ness / sadness - maybe i wished for things to go back in time. Perhaps going back to the periods where i could be a silent figure watching from distance - viewing the growing process & experiencing how it felt like - what it was like back then...



Slowly taking walk thru time's path, realizing things improving & circumstances favouring on my side after all when i really look back. Not that things are bad right now - its just that alot of things have change... not necessary for the good or the better... its just that it wouldn't be the same & cant be undone... makes me feel that un-describle feeling within...



But overall - everyday passes fast - work, sales target, stress, studies, classes, routine activities of my life right now. For now - just wanna focus on this month's target :)



And yes, of course not forgeting... no matter how busy - people relationship is very important.. gotta maintain that... Especially if the person is very dear to you... I will definately treasure & value the important people in my life... make each second count so that I wont regret...



Thats it for now - aiming for my breakthrough next month ...wish me all the best.. kekeke...

Saturday, January 24, 2009

January 09 Feelings...

My blog is half dead as you guys might have realize. Like to apologize to those who visit frequently but disappointing to see that there arent any new post.



Have been quite occupied.. seriously..



Today's post is just a bit to pen down a bit of how I m feeling & think right now at this very moment.



Somethings that I kind of realize or perhaps more keen aware :



1. Time passes really fast (Without realizing its actual speed previously... Now looking at my watch, my calender - 24 days pass the so call 'new year 2009')



2. Recognition is important, no matter is work or in other matters.



3. The feeling of liking & love is indescribable. I believe i wont be wrong in saying that nobody really understand's its fully. Risky yet rewarding.



Actually things that happen in life have domino effects... Like for me, these 3 things have been in some way or another inter related thou seemingly unconnected in anyway. Will just elaborate into slightly detailed regarding the 3 matters.



Warning : The boring part starts from NOW !! =P



1. 2009 - A year I entered with renewed hope & expecation. 2008 was not too bad a year for me actually. All along i knew that time passes fast.. but somehow I never got to feel the 'speed' of time... its swiftness. Yet, just recently... just not too long ago... I really felt its 'speed' - I felt that 24 days have pass quickly & I couldnt seemed to be doing anything much benificial...



Ppl start the year with definate outlooks & resolution. I started mine with now exact clear cut direcction; just more towards preserving the routine done for the past year. But somehow, it just didnt feel so right when time go by...



Oh well, but since 1 day ago, due to a reminder from someone... I managed to adjust & started planning.. Planning as in not just setting a goal but organize steps to make things / processes alot more better & productive..For the time being, much of the organizing actually are work related...



2. Why did I talk about recognition?? I not sure myself too.. but its just a feeling that I have right now within me... This posting gets me in a mix feeling... The reason being is perhaps what i did in the past was not really recognize or efforts not acknowledge or other more negative that I would not wanna dwell upon.



Just briefly in summary... Perhaps things within the organization structure did change. I m amazed + surprise that changes & improvements were made to recognize efforts put forth....Or maybe i was amazed as it was rather unexpected... u know what they say about hopes & expectation... "The more you hope for...the more disaapointment you get when things doesnt turn out the way u expected it to be'...



Its a pleasant exprience & geez I am more motivated actually ... LOL.. Talking about motivation, just a few things works $$$, power, glory & recognition... But its also an opportunity to thank those who support what u ve been doing.. Do appreciate them... =)

3. It feels gud to be single... In fact every1 shud be proud to have that freedom of their own & don rush into being involved in a relationship... but of course, when u ve found some1 that u feel is the 'ONE' = the very special 1... then perhaps its about time to kiss bye-bye to singleness & work towards winning the speical 1 over...

But thats alwiz a risky step... very much indeed... but "no pain, no gain..." the higher the risk, the higher the returns perhaps?.... but a sense of satisfaction & fufillment does result when u live for some1 else, do something for some1 else... apart from urself durin the single days...

I m not gud at describing all the good feelings that might come being in a relationship but its something ppl who have experience it know what i mean.. XDXD

Looking forward to a better days & wont regret that .... Somebody does cherish & hold u dearly...

Thats all folks... CNY just round the corner.. remember not to play fire crackers without wearing safety gears... lol...

Have fun & happy CNY !!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

JobStreet MCTF 2009

Hello people..

Have been busy with work & lots of things taken up my time XD

Some information for those who might be keen to visit tomorrow's Malaysia's LARGEST Career & Training Faif (MCTF ) 2009 organized by JobStreet.com.

Getting straight to the point or click here t The event details are as follow:

Date : 16 ~ 18 January 2009
Time : 10am ~ 7pm
Venue : Mid Valley Exhibition Centre (KL)
Fee: ENTRANCE IS FREE

Floorplan

Exhibitors List

FAQ.

"For serious blogger, here are your chances to be featured on our monthly JobStreet Digest newsletter which goes out to more than 1 million jobseekers! Want to know how? It’s simple! All you need to do is to bring your camera, take some photos and blog about MCTF’09! Send your blog link to marketing-kl@jobstreet.com by 30 Jan 09 and we will feature the Top 3 blogs on our JobStreet Digest!”

Too tired to put more details... Gud nite ppl.. C u there.. lol XDXD

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Feeling unfair..

Recently this feeling of injustice has gotten really strong. Especially seeing & experiencing some unfair treatment - being the victim.

"This world is never fair & perhaps never will be..." - So true isn't it...

Why is there so much racial discremenation... class distinction & inequity...

But also coming into question is "How do you define FAIR? How sets its standard & who evaluates what is FAIR?" Different ppl, different definition...

- I m not sure if i would really wanna write what exact happen that cause this feeling...; but on a positive note - I m happy cuz of SOMEONE =)...

Thursday, January 8, 2009

New Year Feelings

Lots to write recently but due to the fact of me being busy / lazy, my blog is so dead - LOL...

What i am about to write is rather random, does not mean that i m being emo / really affected by it.

Lets talk about how i feel in a new year. Everyone is saying its a new year, you ought be happy & start fresh. Agreed... but for me it does not feel like a new year - people say that you can feel or go through the transition process when it comes to a new year. But to me - it didnt really mattered what year it was... Perhaps things that I m doing is getting very routine - whatever I have being doing for the year 2008; i am still doing it this very moment.

But time really passes fast & rather unknownly - really fast... Before realizing it, many things have became history & so totally forgetten by many... But whatever that has past sometimes is better left buried...

New year resolution for me? Nothing much in particuliar... perhaps... Do have some goals in mind.. just renewing slight determination...

Cant seem to coordinate my thoughts to put everything down in the blog...

To My Readers :

Running short of time...I need a "life's" checklist !!