January 09 Feelings...

My blog is half dead as you guys might have realize. Like to apologize to those who visit frequently but disappointing to see that there arent any new post.



Have been quite occupied.. seriously..



Today's post is just a bit to pen down a bit of how I m feeling & think right now at this very moment.



Somethings that I kind of realize or perhaps more keen aware :



1. Time passes really fast (Without realizing its actual speed previously... Now looking at my watch, my calender - 24 days pass the so call 'new year 2009')



2. Recognition is important, no matter is work or in other matters.



3. The feeling of liking & love is indescribable. I believe i wont be wrong in saying that nobody really understand's its fully. Risky yet rewarding.



Actually things that happen in life have domino effects... Like for me, these 3 things have been in some way or another inter related thou seemingly unconnected in anyway. Will just elaborate into slightly detailed regarding the 3 matters.



Warning : The boring part starts from NOW !! =P



1. 2009 - A year I entered with renewed hope & expecation. 2008 was not too bad a year for me actually. All along i knew that time passes fast.. but somehow I never got to feel the 'speed' of time... its swiftness. Yet, just recently... just not too long ago... I really felt its 'speed' - I felt that 24 days have pass quickly & I couldnt seemed to be doing anything much benificial...



Ppl start the year with definate outlooks & resolution. I started mine with now exact clear cut direcction; just more towards preserving the routine done for the past year. But somehow, it just didnt feel so right when time go by...



Oh well, but since 1 day ago, due to a reminder from someone... I managed to adjust & started planning.. Planning as in not just setting a goal but organize steps to make things / processes alot more better & productive..For the time being, much of the organizing actually are work related...



2. Why did I talk about recognition?? I not sure myself too.. but its just a feeling that I have right now within me... This posting gets me in a mix feeling... The reason being is perhaps what i did in the past was not really recognize or efforts not acknowledge or other more negative that I would not wanna dwell upon.



Just briefly in summary... Perhaps things within the organization structure did change. I m amazed + surprise that changes & improvements were made to recognize efforts put forth....Or maybe i was amazed as it was rather unexpected... u know what they say about hopes & expectation... "The more you hope for...the more disaapointment you get when things doesnt turn out the way u expected it to be'...



Its a pleasant exprience & geez I am more motivated actually ... LOL.. Talking about motivation, just a few things works $$$, power, glory & recognition... But its also an opportunity to thank those who support what u ve been doing.. Do appreciate them... =)

3. It feels gud to be single... In fact every1 shud be proud to have that freedom of their own & don rush into being involved in a relationship... but of course, when u ve found some1 that u feel is the 'ONE' = the very special 1... then perhaps its about time to kiss bye-bye to singleness & work towards winning the speical 1 over...

But thats alwiz a risky step... very much indeed... but "no pain, no gain..." the higher the risk, the higher the returns perhaps?.... but a sense of satisfaction & fufillment does result when u live for some1 else, do something for some1 else... apart from urself durin the single days...

I m not gud at describing all the good feelings that might come being in a relationship but its something ppl who have experience it know what i mean.. XDXD

Looking forward to a better days & wont regret that .... Somebody does cherish & hold u dearly...

Thats all folks... CNY just round the corner.. remember not to play fire crackers without wearing safety gears... lol...

Have fun & happy CNY !!