Back to re-bloging just tonight as I'm currently in the right mood i guess?
More like thinking quite abit and abit confused... aint sure what im really thinking exactly...
Mainly decision i guess? Havent been a big fan of it... and basically I suck at it too, even in simply decisions like what to eat, when to do and a whole bunch of other stuff. It sometimes depresses me as i know its really a flaw that probably will be stuck with me for a quite a while (its character) after all...
Sometimes make a decision is hard because u tend to be consider for both party, thinking of the consequence, pro & cons of each decision etc... even putting oneself into the other person's shoe...*confused*
Some days i just i wished i had total freedom, free from everything... probably going like bag packing or something, daring new challenges, exploring what life has to offer...Life supposed to be enjoy but why is not everyone born equal? Why does some day is lived for the sake of survival? Why are some ppl born with the golden spoon and others born with the piles of misery ?
At this point, i should be grateful, which I am but no harm in ranting i guess. What I'm stating are just facts of life...I day dream, but after hitting the pillow and awakening the next day.. its constantly same shit different day :) Living to die another day...
Im thinking of changing a new job... but....( u guys know the drill rite? Uncertainty, pay, new environment, adaptation....)
Damn it, should just buy lottery & strike first price...lol...
I guess its just another random post.... sorry folks & gd nite !
