November Updates

This post is also kind of random...

Actually don want what to update also...

This post, lazy to think in perfect english so chin chai taruk only...

Long time never blog liao... lost touch of what to write... but since got bit bit mood + due to popular demand, i ll update bit bit..

Starting from... work... same boring routine lor... from my earlier post, if you've been following... this yr is a relatively good yr la... but thats for this yr only...things pretty rossy for me la...

But then again, since this is good yr for me & not so good for everyone else within sales... my target confirm sure double fold at least... "die die die..." Till then, control also not in my hand right? So cannot be worried SO much... only can pray real hard that next yr economy improve to like 07, the good older days...

Okie, so much for wishful thinking for now... update u guys about studies. New semester started almost 5 weeks(or somewhere around there)... got so new faces, new friends... interesting ppl... not so interesting lecturers who are almost monotonous voice... feels like hypnosis therapy in class...

And lets not forget another lecturer who is new... who insists that everyone must know her profile... where she obtained her qualification, experiences & expertise ... bla bla bla... she had to make sure everybody knew her profile, she showed her profile at least 3 times in that class that very day. First time was when she came into class, 15 minutes later when another 2 students came in together class... and she just had do it another time 45 minutues later when a student came in...hmmmm... (thinking was that even necessary) neways who really cares where you studied!

To cut things short, her class are really.... ermm..., it just doesnt make me feel so comfortable... felt like dropping that subject tim but "boh bian" have to take it worrying that it would be quite a while before they would have this subject in other sems to come.

Ah ha... the kid who dreams big also suddenly becomes excited to start own business... planning begings... trying to source for suppliers... arrange logistic... where to sell produts.... been a great idea but slightly stuck for now.. :) hopefully this enthusiastic energy keeps the dream alive... but it might be half way through as lots of stuff that i try to do =p .... not a big big dream.. but something i feel would be a personal milestone achievement if really does work out...

Aiseh... late already, time to sleep... see you nxt month, if i m not too lazy to update this blog .. hehe... nitez ppl !!

Amazing reply by J.P. Morgan CEO to a Pretty girl..

Another 1 of those forwarded emails, but found it meaningful... Enjoy...

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year.
I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York .
My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough.
I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys.

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

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Amazing reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here.! From the standpoint of a business person, it is a
bad decision to marry you.. The answer is very simple, so let me explain.

Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of
'beauty' and 'money': Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after
year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a 'trading position'..
If the! trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be
sold or 'leased'. Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you.
I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income.
This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps .... If you are interested in 'leasing' services, do contact me ...

signed,
CEO
J.P. Morgan :)

Its september lor... 9 months into 2009 !

Times passes fast... before really realizing it, its already September 2009. I asked myself, what have I done thus far so these 9 months. Since having some free time this Saturday afternoon, occupied with boredom... mind starts to wonder to & looking back, evaluating every aspects that I could think off - work, studies, socially, personal development, family & relationships with others...

Pondering upon these, not much has basically changed, at least not many things that i really have put effort to make a difference. From a 3rd persons viewpoint - looking at me, one might notice changes - but deep down I know these things changed because of time. It would only be natural to become more mature as time passes, also of course time remaining to finish my course would be shorten... (examples). Wouldn't say that no effort has been put forth, perhaps its just that I know i can do better?

Btw, reemphasizing that i don't like that studying... makes going through the studying period all the more agonizing... coursework, datelines, submissions, assignments & yeah, I HATE EXAMS !! As though i can escape it, sem exam gonna start in 3 weeks or so... anyhow, just wanna finish this course quickly... don't wanna quit half way..

2009 has been rather a fruitful year in regards the aspect of work... Most days are busy ones, 9-6 passing by quickly... of course, its the usual rewarding the best, damn & woe to the loser... When you accomplish something, ppl have expectation on you to perform... to maintain & achieve & outdo... The biggest question mark lies if I am capable ?? Its not totally a bad thing altogether I would think... perhaps one needs to fall down, get up & work double hard every now & then...

Another 4 months time & a brand new year - keeping fingers cross on what to expect...as my senior mentioned, "You can only be a superstar once in this company... been there, done that & proven - look at me ..." Being a believer of always maximizing individual potential let see what will happen...

So long ppl !!

Aimless...

Been a while since i last posted up anything... Been busy & lazy as usual..

Still got nothing much to say thus far yet... But turning of events were slightly unexpected...Would say that changing of events would really be a huge burden upon me... Not too sure as to what to expect.

Taking everyday as it is...On the positive note, it does give me a slight glimpse of baring... being steered without much choice, not so many decisions needed to be made. Of course, apart from being aimless - Year 2009 is quite a good year for personal career. Breaking personal records...

Amazingly, contrary to what i always imagined it would feel like... feeling of "being there' is perhaps not as great as expect... Or perhaps some pieces of other elements are just not complete ... perhaps ....

Just like this posting is virtually a piece of blank crap... Its the same situation for me right now... Going on auto-pilate... It aren't me that the decision... its what i have to do... & thats what i will do..

Good nite ppl... Till then...

Tired ~

I am tired of everything..

Sick of myself...sick of how things are...

I suddenly remembered what causes a stone heart... damn it..

I hate being human - human with feelings... hate that feeling that makes me so weak within...

I want reforms...I miss being rebellious... I m confused...

I wish to let the Devil within let loose.

And perhaps I will ~ very soon i think?

Barclays Premier League CHAMPIONS 2009 - coming to KL !!

Hail the champions !! No offense to supporters of the other football clubz ... but there can only be 1 winner - THE BEST ! 

Slightly late in putting this post of celebration, needing a point from 2 matches, Manchester United sealed the EPL 2009 title with a goaless draw with Arsenal - rather dull game i would say...

Neways - here are some nice wallpaper taken from Man Utd's official website. Click here to view more in regards to this. Some cool papers below :)

Btw, would believe most hard core Man U fanz, or not so hard core would know that there are coming to town - KL on  18 July 09. 2 more months exactly to go? Hohoho... gonna rock ! Hear that gonna be 85k tickets available on sale for the frenly match at Bukit Jalil National Stadium !

ProEvents International Sdn Bhd would be the official organizers of the ManU Asia Tour 2009;

Ticketpro Malaysia Sdn Bhd has been appointed as the ticket agents. Official sales of the ticket should be by 1 June 2009, but early birds may pre-purchase tickets from selected Nike Concept Stores & Al-Iksan Sports Stores. The period open for the early bird is from 22nd - 31st May 2009. Early bird gets extra free ticket to watch ManU in training :)

Pricing starts from RM 58 & VIP tix going for RM 308. There's even student price too i heard - RM 28 but limited number thou...

Anyway, it would be super chun for them to come over...

Champion league around the corner - lets hope they can grab another trophy in the bag for this season. Rather tricky though since there are going against Barcelona !!

Hail the champions once more !!

Apologies

I know this makes no difference since whatever happened has already past & time cannot be reverted. But I am really sorry for what I did...there was 2 different thoughts going on my mind when it happened.

I ve gotta admit that I am indeed guilty without any doubt. I guess the crack of selfish trait has shown its tail - I worry if it would get worse...

I shouldn't have raised my voice... i should have control my anger...

My concerns did in fact trouble me & I just didnt realize how obvoius it was reflected on my face. That sour / moody face & blady expression of disgust...

I m really sorry... knowing that right now lots of thinking is going on, on both sides... 

I feel helpless - i abhor that feeling so much... the feeling of not being able to control...

But that's just what it is... I cannot control the outcome & i am lost of how to settle this issue as of now... perhaps & perhaps only time will reveal the future...

Not good in expression sorrow in words... wont do much relieve either...

...(dot dot dot ... )