How is everyone lately? - I wondered....? Hopefully things are going great especialy with the festive & holidays during the yr end.
** Warning - This might be a typically boring post which might get you yawning & perhaps irritated later on... XD
Its been a while since I have really blog much bout thoughts as well as well as my personal life. Partly not knowing what to write in as nothing signifcant did happen...
Lets see, firstly I was glad that my sem has ended & of course final exam too.. on sem break till 12th January...=)
Work wise, a colleague of mine just resigned... its kind of sad to get to know someone & later on parting... But, no matter what - still wishing u the very best to your future undertaking.
But as usual as u guys know, I have been thinkin & still doing lots of thinking... This 2 - 3 months has been draining alot of my energy... Not sure how to word it, as some might sum it in a few lines
"I m bored of life... I don know where is my life heading... I am so tired...BUT I cant stop just right now.... I cant...cant..."
On the positive, its the end of 2008 & thank god its less than 1 week from now... time really passess fast... yet sometimes i wished that it pass even faster so that my agony & situation things for the better... on the other hand, u realize that u realize that ur older by a yr - no matter what ppl say, each of us know, we can never in time, what is left is memories & flashbacks...
"1 step closer to "Sheoul" - death & where the gravewards lie..."
Since 2009 is just round the corner, i though it gud to do some planning... more specific directions laid for the coming yr...
(But frankly part of me feels like just leaving everything & give up & lets things be the way they are - come what may & i may come)
Ignore what I said earlier as its just not possible, that would just be too selfish & irresponsible of me, wouldn't it?
Some of these are some of the things I have in mind for the coming year. Could have left out a few:
( Needing to thinking about it... Will update this post later on....)
TO BE CONTINUES....= P
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Jokes Of Mr.Bean
As per title.. something for u guys to smile.. especially on this celebrative day.. keke...
Some jokes are lame though.. so pls bear with it.. XD
1) BRAIN TUMOR:
Doctor: I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumor.
Mr. Bean: Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)
Doctor: Did you understand what I just told you?
Mr. Bean: Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?
Doctor: Then why are you so happy?
Mr. Bean: Because that proves that I have a brain!
2) MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL:
Teacher: What is 5 plus 4?
Mr. Bean: 9
Teacher: What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean: Are you trying to fool me, you've just twisted the figure, the answer is 6
3) WHILE IN A DRUG STORE:
Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk: Sir, vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!
4) AT AN ATM MACHINE:
Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.
Friend: Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!
5) Marriage:
Friend: How many women do you believe must a man marry?
Mr. Bean: 16
Friend: Why?
Mr. Bean: Because the priest says 4 richer, 4 poorer, 4 better and 4worse.
6) CHATTING WITH HIS FRIEND:
Friend: How was the CD you borrowed from me, is it Ok?
Mr. Bean: What do you mean ok, I thought it's a horror film. I didn't see any picture.
Friend: What CD did you took anyway?
Mr. Bean: CDCleaner.
9) Spelling lesson:
Mr. Bean's Son: Dad, what is the spelling of successful....is it one c or two c?
Mr. Bean: Make it three c to be sure!
Today is Xmas & Next week is New Year - 2009.
Know its abit late but still happy xmas to everyone.. Cheers =P
Some jokes are lame though.. so pls bear with it.. XD
1) BRAIN TUMOR:
Doctor: I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumor.
Mr. Bean: Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)
Doctor: Did you understand what I just told you?
Mr. Bean: Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?
Doctor: Then why are you so happy?
Mr. Bean: Because that proves that I have a brain!
2) MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL:
Teacher: What is 5 plus 4?
Mr. Bean: 9
Teacher: What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean: Are you trying to fool me, you've just twisted the figure, the answer is 6
3) WHILE IN A DRUG STORE:
Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk: Sir, vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!
4) AT AN ATM MACHINE:
Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.
Friend: Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!
5) Marriage:
Friend: How many women do you believe must a man marry?
Mr. Bean: 16
Friend: Why?
Mr. Bean: Because the priest says 4 richer, 4 poorer, 4 better and 4worse.
6) CHATTING WITH HIS FRIEND:
Friend: How was the CD you borrowed from me, is it Ok?
Mr. Bean: What do you mean ok, I thought it's a horror film. I didn't see any picture.
Friend: What CD did you took anyway?
Mr. Bean: CDCleaner.
9) Spelling lesson:
Mr. Bean's Son: Dad, what is the spelling of successful....is it one c or two c?
Mr. Bean: Make it three c to be sure!
Today is Xmas & Next week is New Year - 2009.
Know its abit late but still happy xmas to everyone.. Cheers =P
Saturday, December 20, 2008
True Dickhead (Funny !)
the term Dickhead
came from !!
Enjoy Ur Weekend !!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Recession - Forecast, Read It !!
Got this email from a colleague of mine. Sharing & hopefully it would wake those still dreaming ! *smacks*
Here goes :
Anyone game for this offer? He is former PA of Tun Mahathir.
The reality - Matthias Chang
Flip-flopping fairy tales: Malaysia will not have 3.9% growth in 2009
- Accepting reality is not pessimism, giving false hope is not optimism
By Matthias Chang,18 November 2008
Let´s put some money in our mouths. In the past I have challenged those who disagreed with me, that if they can prove me wrong, I would gladly pay them a RM5,000cash reward. There were no takers. None could prove me wrong!
In the past few days, the mass media have gone out of the way to interview politicians and the Governor of Bank Negara to project a rosy picture that somehow our economy will overcome the severe pain and disruption from the on-going global financial tsunami.
I am willing to take on anyone from the Badawi regime and Bank Negara that by H1 of 2009, the KLCI will drop below 700. If I am wrong in my analysis, I will pay the first five individuals from the saidBadawi regime and or Bank Negara the sum of RM5,000. These five individuals must within a week register at my website that they are
willing to take me on in this challenge.
They have to provide their full name and address in accordance with their NRIC/MyKad and their designation.
If they lose to me, they must pay me the same amount!
Fellow citizens, don´t listen to the Badawi regime´s fairy tales.
Prepare for the worst and the worst is yet to come. You owe it to your family. The best way to save our family and our country is to be prepared for all eventualities. We must tighten our belts, save for the stormy days that will surely come and not spend, spend as advocated by the Badawi regime´s ministers.
Use common sense. What do you tell your children as responsible parents when the family is going through hard times - spend, spend, spend or be thrifty, thrifty, thrifty?
Remember the flight safety rules when flying - when the oxygen mask falls from the overhead compartment, you are to wear the mask first before attending to your children. If you cannot save yourself,you are not in a position to save anyone. This is a fundamental principle of survival for everyone when a plane is about to crash!
Apply the same principle to economic woes and we will all be saved.
Here are my warnings for 2009:
By 2nd Half of next year, the automobile industry will go into a tailspin and suffer massive losses.
By 2nd Half of next year, credit card debts will soar, credit limits will be drastically reduced (worse than 1997/1998) and interest rates on outstanding will increase sharply. It is already happening!
By 2nd Half of next year, shipping rates will drop drastically and this is also happening. Our ports and shipping companies will suffer.
By 2nd Half of next year, our housing market bubble will burst not withstanding all the stimulus and pump-priming. Arab investors will not be coming. Dubai and Abu Dhabi is already in a financial /property gridlock! Why would they come here when they have to save their own asses?
By 2nd Half of next year, our exporters will be in tears, when Letters of Credit (L/Cs) will not be honoured and inventory stacks up at ports and in factory premises. Chinese exporters are already stipulating what LCs from which global banks will only be accepted.
By 2nd Half of next year, FELDA settlers will also be in tears. Having spent their windfall early this year (because of Badawi regime´s false optimism), their savings will be down and they will bleed.
By the 3rd Quarter of next year, corporate NPLs will shoot up!
Relaxing mark-to-market rules will not help.
Malaysia will have a huge immigration problem when these hardworking people are thrown out of work and have to compete with the swelling ranks of Malaysian unemployed.
In the meantime capital outflows will continue.
Let´s see whether the statement that Malaysia has more than enough reserves (since according to Bank Negara, we need only have US$30 to US$40 billion reserves) will provide sufficient confidence to foreigninvestors to continue to invest in Malaysia.
You can call the above observations - rubbish, pessimism, gloom anddoom etc. but that won´t change reality.
Pause and think. In my previous warnings and alerts, I have stated that by the latest - the 1st quarter of 2009, things will get ugly and scary!
If I am not right, why did the leaders of the just concluded G-20 summit in Washington, in their so-called "Action Plan" stipulated that their policies, remedies etc. must be implemented by the end of the 1st Quarter 2009?
My articles were all written BEFORE THE SUMMIT andobviously I have no control over the leaders of G-20.
So ask yourself -"Why Oh Why Must the First Action Plan Be Implemented by the First Quarter of 2009?
This is only the first tentative steps by the G-20 leaders and thereis no guarantee that the measures will work. The original Bretton Woods initiatives took almost two years to be formalised and put to work. There is no magic wand to be wielded by the leaders for instant cure. It will be a long hard grind. In the meantime, more shits will hit the ceiling fan. That is a given!
I hope the Badawi Regime and Bank Negara are not accusing the G-20 leaders and Obama´s financial and economic advisers as beingpessimists!
You be the judge!
-Credits to Mr Matthias Chang.
Links to his blog : Click here to view source
Here goes :
Anyone game for this offer? He is former PA of Tun Mahathir.
The reality - Matthias Chang
Flip-flopping fairy tales: Malaysia will not have 3.9% growth in 2009
- Accepting reality is not pessimism, giving false hope is not optimism
By Matthias Chang,18 November 2008
Let´s put some money in our mouths. In the past I have challenged those who disagreed with me, that if they can prove me wrong, I would gladly pay them a RM5,000cash reward. There were no takers. None could prove me wrong!
In the past few days, the mass media have gone out of the way to interview politicians and the Governor of Bank Negara to project a rosy picture that somehow our economy will overcome the severe pain and disruption from the on-going global financial tsunami.
I am willing to take on anyone from the Badawi regime and Bank Negara that by H1 of 2009, the KLCI will drop below 700. If I am wrong in my analysis, I will pay the first five individuals from the saidBadawi regime and or Bank Negara the sum of RM5,000. These five individuals must within a week register at my website that they are
willing to take me on in this challenge.
They have to provide their full name and address in accordance with their NRIC/MyKad and their designation.
If they lose to me, they must pay me the same amount!
Fellow citizens, don´t listen to the Badawi regime´s fairy tales.
Prepare for the worst and the worst is yet to come. You owe it to your family. The best way to save our family and our country is to be prepared for all eventualities. We must tighten our belts, save for the stormy days that will surely come and not spend, spend as advocated by the Badawi regime´s ministers.
Use common sense. What do you tell your children as responsible parents when the family is going through hard times - spend, spend, spend or be thrifty, thrifty, thrifty?
Remember the flight safety rules when flying - when the oxygen mask falls from the overhead compartment, you are to wear the mask first before attending to your children. If you cannot save yourself,you are not in a position to save anyone. This is a fundamental principle of survival for everyone when a plane is about to crash!
Apply the same principle to economic woes and we will all be saved.
Here are my warnings for 2009:
By 2nd Half of next year, the automobile industry will go into a tailspin and suffer massive losses.
By 2nd Half of next year, credit card debts will soar, credit limits will be drastically reduced (worse than 1997/1998) and interest rates on outstanding will increase sharply. It is already happening!
By 2nd Half of next year, shipping rates will drop drastically and this is also happening. Our ports and shipping companies will suffer.
By 2nd Half of next year, our housing market bubble will burst not withstanding all the stimulus and pump-priming. Arab investors will not be coming. Dubai and Abu Dhabi is already in a financial /property gridlock! Why would they come here when they have to save their own asses?
By 2nd Half of next year, our exporters will be in tears, when Letters of Credit (L/Cs) will not be honoured and inventory stacks up at ports and in factory premises. Chinese exporters are already stipulating what LCs from which global banks will only be accepted.
By 2nd Half of next year, FELDA settlers will also be in tears. Having spent their windfall early this year (because of Badawi regime´s false optimism), their savings will be down and they will bleed.
By the 3rd Quarter of next year, corporate NPLs will shoot up!
Relaxing mark-to-market rules will not help.
Malaysia will have a huge immigration problem when these hardworking people are thrown out of work and have to compete with the swelling ranks of Malaysian unemployed.
In the meantime capital outflows will continue.
Let´s see whether the statement that Malaysia has more than enough reserves (since according to Bank Negara, we need only have US$30 to US$40 billion reserves) will provide sufficient confidence to foreigninvestors to continue to invest in Malaysia.
You can call the above observations - rubbish, pessimism, gloom anddoom etc. but that won´t change reality.
Pause and think. In my previous warnings and alerts, I have stated that by the latest - the 1st quarter of 2009, things will get ugly and scary!
If I am not right, why did the leaders of the just concluded G-20 summit in Washington, in their so-called "Action Plan" stipulated that their policies, remedies etc. must be implemented by the end of the 1st Quarter 2009?
My articles were all written BEFORE THE SUMMIT andobviously I have no control over the leaders of G-20.
So ask yourself -"Why Oh Why Must the First Action Plan Be Implemented by the First Quarter of 2009?
This is only the first tentative steps by the G-20 leaders and thereis no guarantee that the measures will work. The original Bretton Woods initiatives took almost two years to be formalised and put to work. There is no magic wand to be wielded by the leaders for instant cure. It will be a long hard grind. In the meantime, more shits will hit the ceiling fan. That is a given!
I hope the Badawi Regime and Bank Negara are not accusing the G-20 leaders and Obama´s financial and economic advisers as beingpessimists!
You be the judge!
-Credits to Mr Matthias Chang.
Links to his blog : Click here to view source
Lazy Guys - Beware (Comic Strip - Humour !)
Have been slightly busy + quite lazy (as usual).
An interesting comic strip that i found entertaining... Just sharing with you guys...
Its a little small thou...So, Click to ENLAGRE & have a good laugh.... = )
Moral of the lesson : Guys - Dont be LAZY....(applies to me too... LOLZ XD)
** If cant see - please enlarge. Thanks ! ~~
An interesting comic strip that i found entertaining... Just sharing with you guys...
Its a little small thou...So, Click to ENLAGRE & have a good laugh.... = )
Moral of the lesson : Guys - Dont be LAZY....(applies to me too... LOLZ XD)
Get Paid for Putting Ur Comment !!
** If cant see - please enlarge. Thanks ! ~~
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Vagina - [Yellow Jokes]
Just a short line + a little humour... some of u who dont like it can skip the post... Thanks...
Lilly is at home when she hears someone knock at the
door..
She goes to the door and opens it to see a man
standing
there.
He asks the lady 'Do you have a vagina?'.
Shocked
she slams the door in disgust.
The next morning she hears a knock at the door and it
is
the same man and he asks the same question of the
woman
'Do you have a vagina?'. She slams the door
again.
Later that night when her husband gets home she tells
him
what has happened for the last two days. The husband
tells
the wife in a loving and concerned voice 'Honey I
am
taking tomorrow off to be home
just in case this guy shows up again'.
The next morning they hear a knock at the door and
both run
for the door. The husband says to the wife in a
whispered
voice 'Honey, I'm going to hide behind the
door and
listen and if it is the same guy I want you to answer
'yes' to the question because I want to see
where he
is going with it'. She nods yes to her husband
and
opens the door.
Sure enough the same fellow is standing there and asks
the
same question, ' Do you have a vagina?'.
'Yes' she says.
The man replies...
' Good! Would you mind telling your husband to
leave my wife's alone and start using yours!?'
*p/s - drop a comment if u find it offensive. tq.
Lilly is at home when she hears someone knock at the
door..
She goes to the door and opens it to see a man
standing
there.
He asks the lady 'Do you have a vagina?'.
Shocked
she slams the door in disgust.
The next morning she hears a knock at the door and it
is
the same man and he asks the same question of the
woman
'Do you have a vagina?'. She slams the door
again.
Later that night when her husband gets home she tells
him
what has happened for the last two days. The husband
tells
the wife in a loving and concerned voice 'Honey I
am
taking tomorrow off to be home
just in case this guy shows up again'.
The next morning they hear a knock at the door and
both run
for the door. The husband says to the wife in a
whispered
voice 'Honey, I'm going to hide behind the
door and
listen and if it is the same guy I want you to answer
'yes' to the question because I want to see
where he
is going with it'. She nods yes to her husband
and
opens the door.
Sure enough the same fellow is standing there and asks
the
same question, ' Do you have a vagina?'.
'Yes' she says.
The man replies...
' Good! Would you mind telling your husband to
leave my wife's alone and start using yours!?'
*p/s - drop a comment if u find it offensive. tq.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Sardar Jee aka Mr.Singh - A few lines of humour
Some jokes to lighten up ur day... =) Smile !
Boss: Where were you born?
Sardar: India ..
Boss: which part?
Sardar: What ' which part ' ? Whole body was born in India .
2 sardar were fixing a bomb in a car.
Sardar 1: What would you do if the bomb
explodes while fixing.
Sardar 2: Dont worry, I have one more.
Sardar: What is the name of your car?
Lady: I forgot the name, but is starts with ' T ' .
Sardar: Oh, what a strange car, starts with Tea. All cars that I know start with petrol.
Sardar joined new job. 1st day he worked till late evening on the computer. Boss was happy and asked what you did till evening.
Sardar: Keyboard alphabets were not in order, so I made it alright.
Museum Administrator: That ' s a 500-year-old statue u ' ve broken.
Sardar: Thanks God! I thought it was a new one.
At the scene of an accident a man was crying: O God! I have lost my hand, oh!
Sardar: Control yourself. Don ' t cry. See that man. He has lost his head. Is he crying?
Sardar: U cheated me.
Shopkeeper: No, I sold a good radio to u.
Sardar: Radio label shows Made in Japan but radio says this is ' All India Radio! '
NOW THE LAST TWO ULTIMATE:
In an interview, Interviewer: How does an electric motor run?
Sardar: Dhhuuuurrrrrrrrrr. .....
Inteviewer shouts: Stop it.
Sardar: Dhhuurrrr dhup dhup dhup...
Tourist: Whose skeleton is that?
Sardar: An old king ' s skeleton.
Tourist: Who ' s that smaller skeleton next to it?
Sardar: That was same king ' s skeleton when he was a child.
Boss: Where were you born?
Sardar: India ..
Boss: which part?
Sardar: What ' which part ' ? Whole body was born in India .
2 sardar were fixing a bomb in a car.
Sardar 1: What would you do if the bomb
explodes while fixing.
Sardar 2: Dont worry, I have one more.
Sardar: What is the name of your car?
Lady: I forgot the name, but is starts with ' T ' .
Sardar: Oh, what a strange car, starts with Tea. All cars that I know start with petrol.
Sardar joined new job. 1st day he worked till late evening on the computer. Boss was happy and asked what you did till evening.
Sardar: Keyboard alphabets were not in order, so I made it alright.
Museum Administrator: That ' s a 500-year-old statue u ' ve broken.
Sardar: Thanks God! I thought it was a new one.
At the scene of an accident a man was crying: O God! I have lost my hand, oh!
Sardar: Control yourself. Don ' t cry. See that man. He has lost his head. Is he crying?
Sardar: U cheated me.
Shopkeeper: No, I sold a good radio to u.
Sardar: Radio label shows Made in Japan but radio says this is ' All India Radio! '
NOW THE LAST TWO ULTIMATE:
In an interview, Interviewer: How does an electric motor run?
Sardar: Dhhuuuurrrrrrrrrr. .....
Inteviewer shouts: Stop it.
Sardar: Dhhuurrrr dhup dhup dhup...
Tourist: Whose skeleton is that?
Sardar: An old king ' s skeleton.
Tourist: Who ' s that smaller skeleton next to it?
Sardar: That was same king ' s skeleton when he was a child.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
I got Tagged by Nicky !
Okie. Firstly i don like being tagged. Like Nicky said - being tagged is like being struck by a plunger in the head comin from nowhere.
Illustration taken from Nicky's blog. Credits to her.
(the thing sticking at the the head? The PLUNGER)
So back to the questions:
1. Do u think u r hot?
Nope - Definately not XD. (Ppl who are stupid don admit they are stupid rite? XD XD)
2. Upload ur favourite picture of urself.
Only presentable pix i have on my laptop - haiz
3. Why do u like that picture?
I don't - I was forced to. Don want to be a bad sport - so just uploaded it.(Next Q pls)
4. When was the last time u ate pizza?
Yesterday. 09.12.2008
5. The last song u'd listened to.
"Whatever you like" by T.I.
6. What are u doin now besides this?
Chatting on MSN, Checking out Innit post, Listening to song..... zzzz
7. What name do u prefer besides urs?
Daniel ? XDXD
8. Name 5 ppl u wanna tag.
- I rather not - Applying "What u do not wish ppl do to u, thou shall not do to others"
(i) Who is number 1?
- Does not apply
(ii) Who is number 3 having relationship with?
- Does not apply
(iii) Say somthing about no. 5.
- Does not apply
(iv) How about no. 2?
- Does not apply
(v) Who is no. 4?
- Does not apply.
Okie - Done... XD.
Cheers ppl - Will be updating another post bout humour tommorrow !
Illustration taken from Nicky's blog. Credits to her.
(the thing sticking at the the head? The PLUNGER)
So back to the questions:
1. Do u think u r hot?
Nope - Definately not XD. (Ppl who are stupid don admit they are stupid rite? XD XD)
2. Upload ur favourite picture of urself.
Only presentable pix i have on my laptop - haiz
3. Why do u like that picture?
I don't - I was forced to. Don want to be a bad sport - so just uploaded it.(Next Q pls)
4. When was the last time u ate pizza?
Yesterday. 09.12.2008
5. The last song u'd listened to.
"Whatever you like" by T.I.
6. What are u doin now besides this?
Chatting on MSN, Checking out Innit post, Listening to song..... zzzz
7. What name do u prefer besides urs?
Daniel ? XDXD
8. Name 5 ppl u wanna tag.
- I rather not - Applying "What u do not wish ppl do to u, thou shall not do to others"
(i) Who is number 1?
- Does not apply
(ii) Who is number 3 having relationship with?
- Does not apply
(iii) Say somthing about no. 5.
- Does not apply
(iv) How about no. 2?
- Does not apply
(v) Who is no. 4?
- Does not apply.
Okie - Done... XD.
Cheers ppl - Will be updating another post bout humour tommorrow !
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Out to seek my 'soul'...
Just a short update...
Since i ve been rather emo these few days... thought it be gud to go out rather than staying at home...
So, went out jalan jalan with my fren, Alfred. Basically we had lunch at I-Dragon at Pavillion,window shopping, watch Twilight, shopping, had dessert at MOF & meet up with Shy, bought a few things, went yam cha & back home updating the posting...
Did feel slightly better but still confused minds & heavy hearts... been thinkin again as i alwiz do... tried to seek for guidance & motivation...
Perhaps I indeed find something that might spark my interest & passion in the small seemingly routine things in life. My fren just came back from his holiday in Japan.
During our yam cha session, he actually updated me loads about his recent trip to Tokyo, Osaka & Hiroshima.
Of course he enjoyed himself during the 2 weeks plus holiday. But apart from the fun, he did relate how different Japan is different to this place we call home. Many many things that really makes us / rather myself ashamed to be actually proud of ourselves...
Starting from the much much much developed, systematic, developed infrastructure... to the mentality of its people... the education system.... & more importantly the attitude... Of course, the Japanese are not perfect & everything...
Its just that sometimes we tend to feel to satisfied too easily... Been too long in our comfort zone... Too arogant to seek guidance... Too egotistic to admit our wrongs...
In the many things he said... a few things left quite an impact in me... Perhaps I should 're-motivate' myself basing on the things he told me...?
I am going thru a whole new thinking process & trying to put it into actions...
Hopefully, yes... with high hopes - my journey to seek for my wondering 'soul' starts... Wish me all the best ppl !
*** SPARTAN spirit - Where are u?! ****
Since i ve been rather emo these few days... thought it be gud to go out rather than staying at home...
So, went out jalan jalan with my fren, Alfred. Basically we had lunch at I-Dragon at Pavillion,window shopping, watch Twilight, shopping, had dessert at MOF & meet up with Shy, bought a few things, went yam cha & back home updating the posting...
Did feel slightly better but still confused minds & heavy hearts... been thinkin again as i alwiz do... tried to seek for guidance & motivation...
Perhaps I indeed find something that might spark my interest & passion in the small seemingly routine things in life. My fren just came back from his holiday in Japan.
During our yam cha session, he actually updated me loads about his recent trip to Tokyo, Osaka & Hiroshima.
Of course he enjoyed himself during the 2 weeks plus holiday. But apart from the fun, he did relate how different Japan is different to this place we call home. Many many things that really makes us / rather myself ashamed to be actually proud of ourselves...
Starting from the much much much developed, systematic, developed infrastructure... to the mentality of its people... the education system.... & more importantly the attitude... Of course, the Japanese are not perfect & everything...
Its just that sometimes we tend to feel to satisfied too easily... Been too long in our comfort zone... Too arogant to seek guidance... Too egotistic to admit our wrongs...
In the many things he said... a few things left quite an impact in me... Perhaps I should 're-motivate' myself basing on the things he told me...?
I am going thru a whole new thinking process & trying to put it into actions...
Hopefully, yes... with high hopes - my journey to seek for my wondering 'soul' starts... Wish me all the best ppl !
*** SPARTAN spirit - Where are u?! ****
Friday, December 5, 2008
Me again - Ranting !
Finally my exams are finished.
But i don fell happy even through i should be feeling that way. The "I Feel Good" feeling is just not there.... instead i feel so un-spirited. Like a soul that for a holiday, leaving the the empty "shell" behind, my body..... bla bla bla....
Oh, for those who were wondering if I hit my sales target last month. The answer is " YES !"... Was happy for the last few days of November... But then came December... emoness & xienzness strikes again....
I m starting to suspect I am getting to feel the stress from work - sales target. I know i m suppose be whack myself & psycho myself into believing that I can do it.
But this time around - It just didnt work this time ( Maybe i just didnt try so hard to try to fool myself?? ) This is how i feel : I feel i CANT hit the target. I feel since I CANT hit the target - I got no motivation to pick up the phone & make those bloody calls. Not sure - lots of stuff going in my head right now. There could be so much at stake... Next year appraisal could be affected & very likely will be because this December month.
I feel like blaming others... but who the hell do i start from. Or is it just me - not believing in myself.
Where is my zeal... My passion... WTF !!
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