Just a short update

Just a short update on whats going on right now...

So as i mentioned earlier "After a storm is a rainbow", now it seems that the storm has kinna subsided slightly and over the horizon is the rainbow =p.. just a glimpse of it...

Its like light at the end of the dark tunnel (ok.. that was un-neccessary).. :)

So i fixed my car at this "Mudgut" guy who does "Ketuk Kereta", and its in KLANG, it was awesome job done, price was reasonable, unlike the guys who i went to asked back in kl... which were totally unhelpful and asked me to change the whole bumper anyway... alright, so much for the ranting...many thanks to SOMEONE's recommendation, that part is Kaotim... The phrase of "Belum cuba belum tau... sudah cuba hari hari mau" = D, (Pls don apply this out of context)

Motorcycle guys that didnt get himself killed gave me a call, wanted to settle the unsettled... so still in discussion process but at least some progress..

And this month target, thank goodness hit. That I must say is with some luck & i m grateful for it.

Okie... this is dedicated to you know who went ur reading : "Somethings are out of my control k? But I ll always try to make sure that things will be better.. at least I try :)... so don get upset ya... and have more confidence in urself.. In you i beliveve !'

Thats all for today folks :) Goodnite.

When the going gets tough, the tough get going...

I realized... somedays...bad things just happen altogether... they don't come in a orderly queque....and thats bad... and it just get worse at times...

Not to say that I m totally going through like a bad patch of life... its call the thing that happen in life... nobody wants these things.. but we know at some point or another.. it will just be there to bug ur life.. and you have to get over with it..

Thats my plan... hopefully its gonna be better and not for the worse =p... well, its a mixture with good things along the way as well.. which is a consolation i presume...

And i thought fit & timely that i start to do some self improvement myself, trying to improve skills, knowledge and understanding... else, i ll be a left out.. already feeling the effect...

Problem is : Where to start and how to start ? lol...

I m tough ya.. and i m getting going...its just the beginning...

She.... was what i was thinking about...

That day i was thinking... thinking about her... I noticed that she has changed... And something about myself too... that i ve changed.. slightly... for her...

I've always like the way she smiles, very sweet smile... her grin makes my heart warm... perhaps she didnt realize that she is beautiful... with a pair of very big eyes... double eye lids... and cheeks that i like to peek on the sides every now and then...

I m thinking this is a mixed feeling cuz I miss her... want to be seeing her right now... and when i realized this feeling is subconscious... i feel that i love her more & more day by day... that i don know how or what would happen if she really left...

I mean we cant tell the future as I as say to her... but its something that i am indeed afraid to think about.. and hope will not happen... i m touch by her... that she even though being very stubborn at times, i feel that she is also trying to make herself a better gf... but i don think perfection :):)... cuz she's perfect... i feel her sincereness.. it touches my heart...

People look at appearance ... perhaps that is through to everybody...but for me...it doesnt matter if u don go on diet :) Really, as long as u don go hungry.. thats all fine with me... and seriously our 'fren' who went on diet is too thin... and i don know how to react to it either....

Erm... this post is kinna spontaneous... but it does kinna sum up what i feel right now towards u...ILU :):)

Main stream media = basket full of lies...

Main stream media = basket full of lies...

Some days, i seek for more information through means of surfing on the internet... The more crap you get each day... I am implying matters regarding this "Boleh-land"... Every aspect that you look into, you can only see things getting from bad to worse... You do the comparison urself.. looking at pure facts & seeing it with an open mind.

One might argue... we have quite a great deal of development... KLCC, Sepang... isn't that enough of waste of taxpayers $$... (And yeah, I'm paying tax... i can rant all i want...)

Every topic that you might look into just cause anger & rage to boil... Ignorant people, selfish inclinations, so full of themselves... changes has to occur.. and it arent just about the ppl... its about the thinking, upbringing, attitudes.. boils down to the core value of us as the people in this land...

Just to pen down ... part of this dis-factory feeling that keeps me fill with anger on this cool Sunday nite (00.00 AM)

Its raining... heavy... storm seems to be brewing... its the same with ppl here... 13 May ??? ...

Good nite ppl !!

I think i have the lameness of the highest level

Just a short updated cuz I want to update :)

I m lame & in case my readers don't already know.. i m lame

Smile & Wave Boys... :)

Updating my blog again... this month like abit active eh =p... seems like updating a diary actually.. but its ok la...

Things were much more better today, can smile more :)...Glad SOMEBODY more happy... happiness is contagious... but works boring, seemed abit lost at work though.... not to mention that today was gonna be awesome morning to stay snuggled in bed... it rained again !! 2 days in a row.. and in the morning...

Sales is moving ... which is surprising.. hopefully it stays that way... else the pressure will be on me... different kind of pressure from studying in school and in college... datelines & exams... those were killers.

So, managed to contact this Creative Director which happened to be attached with RAPP... planning to fix an appointment to interview her, get some biodata kinna thingy... For ur assignment babe :)... Have a feeling it'll turn out well... but her profile in linkedin is pretty intimidating... but i think we're all good, just need to find the right time to fit her schedule...

So ya... overall mood today is quite good :)...

"Just smile & wave boys..." - Skipper the Penguin, Madagascar...

An update

Its 10.30 pm... I had some emotions or maybe some thoughts.. suddenly felt like blogging a little.. just a little...

Today's a Monday... didnt get out to a good start.. was late for work... mood while reaching the office wasnt ideal... but didnt last so long...

Felt kinna relieve that I had some guidance and advice after speaking to some ppl about what happened 2 days ago... i realized its not a big deal.. but obviously when its the first time you go through stuff like that...i guess its natural..

So i figured out how to kinna put this issue to an end.. gave the guy a call and further negotiations to get down to business, talking about the costing ... hopefully it wont cost me a bomb... getting some stuff planned in my mind.. what to do ... who to ask... when to take leave... bla bla bla...

This is relatively settled... but i have something else troubling me... feeling that its becoming a distance... but frankly speaking, I really wounldnt take it to heart... hugz would be good now i assumed... a real warm & big hugz...

Oh well, and another thing... i think i m a nerd...but i haven been reading much lately, gotta do something about it... ( this is random... but thats how i feel ), perhaps its just a confused feeling within me that shows itself in the form of this confuse state of thoughts...

Not sure when will be the next update.. but that's all for now I guess...

Good nite peeps !!

I'm shaken-ed !!

Its 2.00 am... just reached home, washed up & took my shower...

I m feeling kinna weird... shaken by what actually happened a few hours ago...seems like so many things happen within just less than such a short span...

This is the first time I got involved in a such a thing... and definately hope that it will be the last...anyway, if ur still wondering what's that first time thingy... well, its cuz i just got involved in a traffic accident...i mean those incidents like knocking the pole, hitting the curve of the road while driving... those are no big deal... am such everyone wont be able to avoid those stuff...

This accident that i got involved wasn't such a big issue ... [nobody died :( ]... OK so, this happened after dinner... all was fine until after dinner... and it was 9 pm the day before... i think....

Everything happened in just a split second... until now it still puzzles me... i mean... i think nobody was really right... or for that matter wrong... it was a head on collision, the road condition sucked to the max... pot holes all over made you think that you were probably on the surface of the moon... ok... and err no street lights... Worse thing is that I wasnt even sure if the 'victim' who i knocked was having his headlights on... anyway, he was riding...just in case you were curios...

So...every 5 min, i have this flash forward images of how these things occurred and yet i cant seem to be able to recall what exactly happened... and ya.. when the crash occurred...I began to panic... for a moment i thought this must be a dream... but then i realized its for real, the guy is laying on the ground... To the clinic we went, followed by the police station...

Anyway... its a really messed up experience... really disturbing actually...

Believe it or not... I was just thinking to myself the very same day that I am very lucky not to be involved in an accident so far...was thinking of what a fren told me: "During ur first 2 yrs of driving... Its ur most vulnerable period...chances are u're deemed to get involved in 1.. but just make sure you don get involved in a real serious 1..." These words still kicking me from within... few hours passed from now...

Actually its not just the accident itself that got me this mixed feelings within me...how do i put it... so many things going on in my mind even i m confused... Here is 1 of it... I m not very sure if I did the right thing, as in how i settled the issue with the 'victim'...

Here's my logic : "Ok fine... he did suffer more damage... physically + motorcycle damage" "My damage is my car's gonna need fixing, I paid for his medical, lorry to get the motorcycle over to the police station.... now he wants me to pay for the cost of repair for his bike...(half of it - is that suppose to be a consolation? ) and not even sure if I will get the 300 bucks police summon...

I am just writing it here cuz I really feel like speaking to someone.... so much in my mind right now... really have to let some go.... I m thinking a real holiday to keep my mind from everything will be nice... really awesome...

I also need to apologize to you... cuz you know i m hard headed when it comes to making decision, even though its not really the wisest of choices but often have my own 'reasons' or excuses as you may put it to justify myself...but rightfully, i am not sure if i'm right or wrong...i know and feel ur concern... its just that everything happening, happens real quick & i.... i just don't know...

I guess after writing abit here.. I am slightly relieved...

Hope i can sleep ... and i think i already have a phobia...