Nov 2010...

Part 1 :

Thinking of changing car...after what happened last week...

Purely coincidence that all these bad stuff coming in a streak or just as what others call 'bad luck' ? Whats gonna be done next? Bath with "Holy water / Flower water"? lol...

Hard to get past the accident that's so damn vivid in my mind... till now, probably able to do an instant replay mentally anytime i wish too... of course, i hope i get past this grey event.. but its gotta take a while to do that + not sure whether there would be phobia after that...

My colleague say... "Think you better not drive after this... dangerous la u..."

I was like.... "Hmmmmm....(long pause)"

Alright... thats for least of worry, worrying part is the process to get the car fix. bloody agents / callman who make making $$$ first priority... don't even know exactly whats the progress like till this day... driving me impatient & agitated with this waiting...

Whats worse is how to deal & live without my ride... how gonna make trips to see her... how to get around .... gosh... back to public transport..

Its a public holiday & m glad that we had our date today :)... just loved it.. the sight of seeing ya...

Thats all for now signing off with some quick updates that are not arranged in an orderly fashion :)

G Nite PPl !!

... ok, this is a continuation from earlier post, abit more...

Here comes Part 2 :

Its like the Harry Potter that i just watched, earlier part, part 1 was the hanging part.. and this is gonna be the 'climax' :) Even though im kinna lazy to update fully and cant recall everything at 1 go.

Since somebody has DEMANDED then no choice eh.. thats what happens when ur in wanna make that someone who u care alot... there are days that what u think and what u want dont matter that much after all if that person is not that to share it with u... some days no matter how shitty ur day is, that someone's smile will be all that matters... No words needed to be uttered.. and ur day arent that bad after all cuz at least u know there's always gonna be that support when ur needing it...

Coming back to my deliberation on changing car...in case, you already know, its cuz i've got involved in another accident... 2nd time this yr, in a span of 2 months plus? Sigh... i think i am aware what actually went wrong & perhaps it could be avoided? Anyway, its past... no point looking back..

Some since its an accident, did lots of research about procedures on how to go about doing the claiming & stuff... read through lots of webpages, consulted lots of ppl who had hell alot of differing opinions and mostly clueless cuz not been in that situation before.. and seriously i wasnt even bothered to find out more about this earlier on cuz it never occured to me that this would really happen... so to all you folks out there who are driving, my advice is get to know ur stuff well.. know what to do when these things happened... nobody wants to get his car crash & get tolled off, but shit happens at times... and sooner than u except it, its already there ...

Ok.. so I'm gonna be without my car for like at least 3-4 weeks, could be longer if those idiots delay the process.. thinking of it makes me ticked off... but nothing much i can really do... and yeah, i was thinking bout corruptions ... (perhaps totally random) but cuz of corruption... every party that is involved after a crash / accident is trying to suck out as much profit from each other... business is always about exploitation i agree... and starting from the callman, toll truck guy, mechanic, police, JPJ, adjustors & whoever that is guilty in this...without corruption, nothing goes smoothly... they wont even give a damn... with corruption comes another set of problem though... but in the end.. all i hope for is getting back my car in its original state before the accident ASAP.

This wait is killing me... gonna have to miss seeing her and public transports arent that ideal here either (probably already telling me not to go thr...), knowing its gonna tough on both of us... do hope that can really bear up... its always a case that is easier said than done... (applies for most of things in life... )...

But wait for it k? I m sure things gonna be quick... exams around the corner as well.. so hopefullly this gonna help me distract & focus on the more important things... with this distraction, keep time passing faster and cut all the agony of expectations & waiting...

So far thats all for now :).. brain cells arent functioning so well.. *Winks*