Just a random thinking aloud : I'm gonna be who I am. Gotta just do what I am good at.
Confidence that slipped away - how its been a distance away ... A glimpse away I see ya drifting but I quickening my pace, and soon I'll be where am I again.
"I've gotta a feeling...that tonight's gonna be a good night..."
Good night peeps !
Thursday, November 28, 2013
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Re-kindling those feelings...
"Some people dream... while others wake up & work hard for it..."
Screw all those motivation books - you gotta really find what really works for you...
Too many advice messes up your head so you just gotta start procrastinating & take on the challenge head on...
Yeah - that was what worked in the past & Im gonna make it work once again... Old fashion street style, with loads of pain & bashing... and yes, I've decided I'll do it my way... Stubbornness has been one of biggest flaw & strength... being impatient has a dual quality... 2 side to a coin they say...
Headgear on, earplugs set, fighting stance on - guards on - punch, jab, cross, albow-knee combo, round house kick + K.O.
never belonged to the intellectual - why try so hard not being yourself...
- life was about realistic from the start - :)
Screw all those motivation books - you gotta really find what really works for you...
Too many advice messes up your head so you just gotta start procrastinating & take on the challenge head on...
Yeah - that was what worked in the past & Im gonna make it work once again... Old fashion street style, with loads of pain & bashing... and yes, I've decided I'll do it my way... Stubbornness has been one of biggest flaw & strength... being impatient has a dual quality... 2 side to a coin they say...
Headgear on, earplugs set, fighting stance on - guards on - punch, jab, cross, albow-knee combo, round house kick + K.O.
never belonged to the intellectual - why try so hard not being yourself...
- life was about realistic from the start - :)
Monday, April 22, 2013
22 Apr 2013
The clock ticks by... seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks & months...
Every passing rhythm fades into sub-consciousness, I've lost count the last I've been back, and now insomnia strikes again... oh well "hello" it greets, of course not the most welcomed guest...
Going through a really rough patch right now... trying to put up a front appearing calm & not affected but deep down its filled with grief & uncertainty... As off now, its really sustaining on self comfort & pumping in positive stuff through my head - blocking every emotion that breaks me down....
An honest evaluation, looking deep down having moments of solidarity - shows things really arent the best... I hope I wont run out of willpower & self denial... its painful since there is so much I would have done differently but I know I couldnt ...
I hope I wont breakdown since life is getting so heavy & I dont know how I can take it...
Every passing rhythm fades into sub-consciousness, I've lost count the last I've been back, and now insomnia strikes again... oh well "hello" it greets, of course not the most welcomed guest...
Going through a really rough patch right now... trying to put up a front appearing calm & not affected but deep down its filled with grief & uncertainty... As off now, its really sustaining on self comfort & pumping in positive stuff through my head - blocking every emotion that breaks me down....
An honest evaluation, looking deep down having moments of solidarity - shows things really arent the best... I hope I wont run out of willpower & self denial... its painful since there is so much I would have done differently but I know I couldnt ...
I hope I wont breakdown since life is getting so heavy & I dont know how I can take it...
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