Its been 2 months since last update? Kinna becoming a mini diary to life's happening these days eh? How have you all been?
*As if i have readers =p"
Been busy with work mainly these days... work is stressful, lots of things going on in the office. Some are directly related to work... more work, higher target & stuff... others would be relationships with ppl, as the dept grows bigger... new ppl join the company... personality tends to differ, conflicts arising arent new.... politics develop... its tiring...
And if you ask me, why stay... i actually dont have much of a choice frankly speaking... sometimes when one meets a crossroad in their life, its choices one have to make... alot of times it boils down to self over others, and logically if putting others before self... that leaves with no choice... so I am what I am now...
They say that whatever does not kill you makes you stronger... guess thats true with my life? Becoming somewhat complacement somehow... I need.... to adjust.... but what, i'm still figuring out... ok, so back to sales & my job... outright pushing from the 1st day of the month, 1st May 2011.... its gonna be a struggle right to the finishing line... probably till the end of 2011?! *only god knows...*
Study's easing up... probably my last sem soon...so thats kinna good news...and yes,finally after 3 yrs.. hahah... then i might wanna focus in developing other skills giving more free time...
oh...btw, i think you shouldn't care too much about how others look at u...sometimes its more important to get acceptance within urself before looking at how others view you... make sure that ur comfortable with something, and not suite others when its a opinionated viewpoint... and yes, i know it would be good if we could meet everyday.. but sometimes... hard mah...
*pls don't get angry :).. u know i sayang u right?? ...*
So when u get into ur internship, its a start of another journey..its not as bad as you think.. so if case if you need share anything or need support.. im here de wor....
...... sorry folks, as I said.. this is becoming more like my personal mini diary which i pour my thoughts unfiltered in here... :))
Sorry if you find it boring... til then, good nite ppl
