After a long silence - I decided to put up some thoughts within this 'left to dead' blog...
Not sure what spark this come back - not sure if it would sustain me from continuing blogging...
Main reason reason being inactive was due to tight schedule & supervbly busy.
Was going thru & trying to tidy up my room. While clearing my drawers - going thru the mess & clutter, I went thru stuff of my past - ranging from my early childhood, schooling days... photos, report cards ..... brought back memories & also a weird feeling...
Its not a feeling of emo-ness / sadness - maybe i wished for things to go back in time. Perhaps going back to the periods where i could be a silent figure watching from distance - viewing the growing process & experiencing how it felt like - what it was like back then...
Slowly taking walk thru time's path, realizing things improving & circumstances favouring on my side after all when i really look back. Not that things are bad right now - its just that alot of things have change... not necessary for the good or the better... its just that it wouldn't be the same & cant be undone... makes me feel that un-describle feeling within...
But overall - everyday passes fast - work, sales target, stress, studies, classes, routine activities of my life right now. For now - just wanna focus on this month's target :)
And yes, of course not forgeting... no matter how busy - people relationship is very important.. gotta maintain that... Especially if the person is very dear to you... I will definately treasure & value the important people in my life... make each second count so that I wont regret...
Thats it for now - aiming for my breakthrough next month ...wish me all the best.. kekeke...
