Its been 2 months since last update? Kinna becoming a mini diary to life's happening these days eh? How have you all been?
*As if i have readers =p"
Been busy with work mainly these days... work is stressful, lots of things going on in the office. Some are directly related to work... more work, higher target & stuff... others would be relationships with ppl, as the dept grows bigger... new ppl join the company... personality tends to differ, conflicts arising arent new.... politics develop... its tiring...
And if you ask me, why stay... i actually dont have much of a choice frankly speaking... sometimes when one meets a crossroad in their life, its choices one have to make... alot of times it boils down to self over others, and logically if putting others before self... that leaves with no choice... so I am what I am now...
They say that whatever does not kill you makes you stronger... guess thats true with my life? Becoming somewhat complacement somehow... I need.... to adjust.... but what, i'm still figuring out... ok, so back to sales & my job... outright pushing from the 1st day of the month, 1st May 2011.... its gonna be a struggle right to the finishing line... probably till the end of 2011?! *only god knows...*
Study's easing up... probably my last sem soon...so thats kinna good news...and yes,finally after 3 yrs.. hahah... then i might wanna focus in developing other skills giving more free time...
oh...btw, i think you shouldn't care too much about how others look at u...sometimes its more important to get acceptance within urself before looking at how others view you... make sure that ur comfortable with something, and not suite others when its a opinionated viewpoint... and yes, i know it would be good if we could meet everyday.. but sometimes... hard mah...
*pls don't get angry :).. u know i sayang u right?? ...*
So when u get into ur internship, its a start of another journey..its not as bad as you think.. so if case if you need share anything or need support.. im here de wor....
...... sorry folks, as I said.. this is becoming more like my personal mini diary which i pour my thoughts unfiltered in here... :))
Sorry if you find it boring... til then, good nite ppl
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
...
I'm tired of this routine...
Working without pleasure... just to hit numbers... so that nobody starves...
Going to classes ... just to get attendance marks... so that I can graduate faster...
I need a break...
Working without pleasure... just to hit numbers... so that nobody starves...
Going to classes ... just to get attendance marks... so that I can graduate faster...
I need a break...
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Its a new year
Its so fast & already first month past of the year 2011.
Resolutions, hopes, goals & dreams all coming in place for some people. Daring to dream big & start fresh perhaps for others...for me, nothing much for resolution, wasnt really a big fan of them cuz unless u have really strong willpower & determination, very likely half of those things on the resolution list end up staying thr for the next couple of years :)
A direction set is what i have in place. Its working towards stability in all aspects, if thats not too much to ask for... career, wealth, relationships & health. (Pretty common). Had a hunch that this was gonna be a tough year, was correct about that :) Last month, January was an interesting month... or rather exciting 1.
Thankful that could hit my sales target which was skyhigh. And that goes without saying that I grateful for the support given by my dear :):). Last month was our 2 years... time flies doesnt it and wasnt really that spectacular celebration or what so ever. For those who know me, romantic will never be a word to describe me, anyhow, doesnt mean i cant try... haha...
So well, after consulting half of the people i know on what to get... finally just decided to go window shopping. Saw this cup that had a picture of a cute girl with short hair that fits exactly ... so i got that plus some Pachi chocs to fill it up :) Hope that she likes it... and sorry again, i never put pictures on my blog... which makes reading kind of dull.. sorry ya..
Was good to be together as a couple and many more to come... CNY is also around the corner... lots of ppl busy and all but i think CNY is alot more quieter than what it used to be... anyhow, lets reserve thoughts thoughts till another day cuz writing it here will be another long story to tell ...
OK folks.. thats all for now & c ya :)
Resolutions, hopes, goals & dreams all coming in place for some people. Daring to dream big & start fresh perhaps for others...for me, nothing much for resolution, wasnt really a big fan of them cuz unless u have really strong willpower & determination, very likely half of those things on the resolution list end up staying thr for the next couple of years :)
A direction set is what i have in place. Its working towards stability in all aspects, if thats not too much to ask for... career, wealth, relationships & health. (Pretty common). Had a hunch that this was gonna be a tough year, was correct about that :) Last month, January was an interesting month... or rather exciting 1.
Thankful that could hit my sales target which was skyhigh. And that goes without saying that I grateful for the support given by my dear :):). Last month was our 2 years... time flies doesnt it and wasnt really that spectacular celebration or what so ever. For those who know me, romantic will never be a word to describe me, anyhow, doesnt mean i cant try... haha...
So well, after consulting half of the people i know on what to get... finally just decided to go window shopping. Saw this cup that had a picture of a cute girl with short hair that fits exactly ... so i got that plus some Pachi chocs to fill it up :) Hope that she likes it... and sorry again, i never put pictures on my blog... which makes reading kind of dull.. sorry ya..
Was good to be together as a couple and many more to come... CNY is also around the corner... lots of ppl busy and all but i think CNY is alot more quieter than what it used to be... anyhow, lets reserve thoughts thoughts till another day cuz writing it here will be another long story to tell ...
OK folks.. thats all for now & c ya :)
Sunday, January 9, 2011
In reply to a frenz blog
Hello everyone, its already 2011, brand new year with the last year passing by so quickly...
Been lazy in updating this blog for quite a while, anyway, was going through a fren blog who you might say is pretty famous...you might know who I am referring to if i were to mentioned names. Anyhow, after reading the blogpost, it gave me some things to think about and reflect... was tempting to put in a comment at the end of the blogpost but after much consideration I not no...reasons reserved.
But what I liked to put forth and perhaps place it as an encouragement to those who get it, and for those who think you don like the way I'm say, feel free to click on the top right x button :).
Everybody is entitled to his opinion. You cant please everyone, thats a fact. And because every single thing or at least most things are opinionated, why do bother even caring about what others say or really think. Unless perhaps if its somebody close to us or person saying that which is meant to be constructive.
Of course, this comes without saying that everything is easier than done. Mostly unbringing & life experiences through a slow journey shapes this. Thats very true for me at least. Somedays I don give a damn to what others say and think... till the point that it gets into the nerves of ppl who sincerely care... (Im stubborn :D) Taking this opportunity to apologize to those who know me personally & relate to it... I m trying to change...
I personally thing u have prefer strong character & u can choose to apply it to things you genuinely do not want to care. And seriously, its not really some big deal that you cant handle. Probably one of those ranting moments that we hit the rock bottom in the up & down curves of life. But pretty sure that for whatever that comes down, will go up again... plus probably tonnes of encouragement from ur supporters.
If it helps, take a break, go out with frenz and chill, enjoy life and continue back rejuvenated.
** As for me, Im lazy to update my personal life here :) Perhaps when i have mood ...
*** 26 Jan is the anniversary... tell me what to get for you? =p
Been lazy in updating this blog for quite a while, anyway, was going through a fren blog who you might say is pretty famous...you might know who I am referring to if i were to mentioned names. Anyhow, after reading the blogpost, it gave me some things to think about and reflect... was tempting to put in a comment at the end of the blogpost but after much consideration I not no...reasons reserved.
But what I liked to put forth and perhaps place it as an encouragement to those who get it, and for those who think you don like the way I'm say, feel free to click on the top right x button :).
Everybody is entitled to his opinion. You cant please everyone, thats a fact. And because every single thing or at least most things are opinionated, why do bother even caring about what others say or really think. Unless perhaps if its somebody close to us or person saying that which is meant to be constructive.
Of course, this comes without saying that everything is easier than done. Mostly unbringing & life experiences through a slow journey shapes this. Thats very true for me at least. Somedays I don give a damn to what others say and think... till the point that it gets into the nerves of ppl who sincerely care... (Im stubborn :D) Taking this opportunity to apologize to those who know me personally & relate to it... I m trying to change...
I personally thing u have prefer strong character & u can choose to apply it to things you genuinely do not want to care. And seriously, its not really some big deal that you cant handle. Probably one of those ranting moments that we hit the rock bottom in the up & down curves of life. But pretty sure that for whatever that comes down, will go up again... plus probably tonnes of encouragement from ur supporters.
If it helps, take a break, go out with frenz and chill, enjoy life and continue back rejuvenated.
** As for me, Im lazy to update my personal life here :) Perhaps when i have mood ...
*** 26 Jan is the anniversary... tell me what to get for you? =p
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Just Thinking Aloud
Serenity & boredom are just a fine line apart...
Life goes in a circle, meaningless without a purpose...
Reality is elusive, the moment you think u've grasp it, it slips away;
(Illustrated by catching of the rainbow with one hands... )
Geniuses probably have more problems than a layman... cuz he thinks too much...
A true fren, a companion is all it takes to withstand a world of troubles
Mankind's history is full of regrets, yet we still repeat it over & over...
Forgiving others is not easy; holding is grudge caused bitterness
p/s : Im not being emo... :) Will update more later, when i think of more...
Life goes in a circle, meaningless without a purpose...
Reality is elusive, the moment you think u've grasp it, it slips away;
(Illustrated by catching of the rainbow with one hands... )
Geniuses probably have more problems than a layman... cuz he thinks too much...
A true fren, a companion is all it takes to withstand a world of troubles
Mankind's history is full of regrets, yet we still repeat it over & over...
Forgiving others is not easy; holding is grudge caused bitterness
p/s : Im not being emo... :) Will update more later, when i think of more...
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Nov 2010...
Part 1 :
Thinking of changing car...after what happened last week...
Purely coincidence that all these bad stuff coming in a streak or just as what others call 'bad luck' ? Whats gonna be done next? Bath with "Holy water / Flower water"? lol...
Hard to get past the accident that's so damn vivid in my mind... till now, probably able to do an instant replay mentally anytime i wish too... of course, i hope i get past this grey event.. but its gotta take a while to do that + not sure whether there would be phobia after that...
My colleague say... "Think you better not drive after this... dangerous la u..."
I was like.... "Hmmmmm....(long pause)"
Alright... thats for least of worry, worrying part is the process to get the car fix. bloody agents / callman who make making $$$ first priority... don't even know exactly whats the progress like till this day... driving me impatient & agitated with this waiting...
Whats worse is how to deal & live without my ride... how gonna make trips to see her... how to get around .... gosh... back to public transport..
Its a public holiday & m glad that we had our date today :)... just loved it.. the sight of seeing ya...
Thats all for now signing off with some quick updates that are not arranged in an orderly fashion :)
G Nite PPl !!
... ok, this is a continuation from earlier post, abit more...
Here comes Part 2 :
Its like the Harry Potter that i just watched, earlier part, part 1 was the hanging part.. and this is gonna be the 'climax' :) Even though im kinna lazy to update fully and cant recall everything at 1 go.
Since somebody has DEMANDED then no choice eh.. thats what happens when ur in wanna make that someone who u care alot... there are days that what u think and what u want dont matter that much after all if that person is not that to share it with u... some days no matter how shitty ur day is, that someone's smile will be all that matters... No words needed to be uttered.. and ur day arent that bad after all cuz at least u know there's always gonna be that support when ur needing it...
Coming back to my deliberation on changing car...in case, you already know, its cuz i've got involved in another accident... 2nd time this yr, in a span of 2 months plus? Sigh... i think i am aware what actually went wrong & perhaps it could be avoided? Anyway, its past... no point looking back..
Some since its an accident, did lots of research about procedures on how to go about doing the claiming & stuff... read through lots of webpages, consulted lots of ppl who had hell alot of differing opinions and mostly clueless cuz not been in that situation before.. and seriously i wasnt even bothered to find out more about this earlier on cuz it never occured to me that this would really happen... so to all you folks out there who are driving, my advice is get to know ur stuff well.. know what to do when these things happened... nobody wants to get his car crash & get tolled off, but shit happens at times... and sooner than u except it, its already there ...
Ok.. so I'm gonna be without my car for like at least 3-4 weeks, could be longer if those idiots delay the process.. thinking of it makes me ticked off... but nothing much i can really do... and yeah, i was thinking bout corruptions ... (perhaps totally random) but cuz of corruption... every party that is involved after a crash / accident is trying to suck out as much profit from each other... business is always about exploitation i agree... and starting from the callman, toll truck guy, mechanic, police, JPJ, adjustors & whoever that is guilty in this...without corruption, nothing goes smoothly... they wont even give a damn... with corruption comes another set of problem though... but in the end.. all i hope for is getting back my car in its original state before the accident ASAP.
This wait is killing me... gonna have to miss seeing her and public transports arent that ideal here either (probably already telling me not to go thr...), knowing its gonna tough on both of us... do hope that can really bear up... its always a case that is easier said than done... (applies for most of things in life... )...
But wait for it k? I m sure things gonna be quick... exams around the corner as well.. so hopefullly this gonna help me distract & focus on the more important things... with this distraction, keep time passing faster and cut all the agony of expectations & waiting...
So far thats all for now :).. brain cells arent functioning so well.. *Winks*
Thinking of changing car...after what happened last week...
Purely coincidence that all these bad stuff coming in a streak or just as what others call 'bad luck' ? Whats gonna be done next? Bath with "Holy water / Flower water"? lol...
Hard to get past the accident that's so damn vivid in my mind... till now, probably able to do an instant replay mentally anytime i wish too... of course, i hope i get past this grey event.. but its gotta take a while to do that + not sure whether there would be phobia after that...
My colleague say... "Think you better not drive after this... dangerous la u..."
I was like.... "Hmmmmm....(long pause)"
Alright... thats for least of worry, worrying part is the process to get the car fix. bloody agents / callman who make making $$$ first priority... don't even know exactly whats the progress like till this day... driving me impatient & agitated with this waiting...
Whats worse is how to deal & live without my ride... how gonna make trips to see her... how to get around .... gosh... back to public transport..
Its a public holiday & m glad that we had our date today :)... just loved it.. the sight of seeing ya...
Thats all for now signing off with some quick updates that are not arranged in an orderly fashion :)
G Nite PPl !!
... ok, this is a continuation from earlier post, abit more...
Here comes Part 2 :
Its like the Harry Potter that i just watched, earlier part, part 1 was the hanging part.. and this is gonna be the 'climax' :) Even though im kinna lazy to update fully and cant recall everything at 1 go.
Since somebody has DEMANDED then no choice eh.. thats what happens when ur in wanna make that someone who u care alot... there are days that what u think and what u want dont matter that much after all if that person is not that to share it with u... some days no matter how shitty ur day is, that someone's smile will be all that matters... No words needed to be uttered.. and ur day arent that bad after all cuz at least u know there's always gonna be that support when ur needing it...
Coming back to my deliberation on changing car...in case, you already know, its cuz i've got involved in another accident... 2nd time this yr, in a span of 2 months plus? Sigh... i think i am aware what actually went wrong & perhaps it could be avoided? Anyway, its past... no point looking back..
Some since its an accident, did lots of research about procedures on how to go about doing the claiming & stuff... read through lots of webpages, consulted lots of ppl who had hell alot of differing opinions and mostly clueless cuz not been in that situation before.. and seriously i wasnt even bothered to find out more about this earlier on cuz it never occured to me that this would really happen... so to all you folks out there who are driving, my advice is get to know ur stuff well.. know what to do when these things happened... nobody wants to get his car crash & get tolled off, but shit happens at times... and sooner than u except it, its already there ...
Ok.. so I'm gonna be without my car for like at least 3-4 weeks, could be longer if those idiots delay the process.. thinking of it makes me ticked off... but nothing much i can really do... and yeah, i was thinking bout corruptions ... (perhaps totally random) but cuz of corruption... every party that is involved after a crash / accident is trying to suck out as much profit from each other... business is always about exploitation i agree... and starting from the callman, toll truck guy, mechanic, police, JPJ, adjustors & whoever that is guilty in this...without corruption, nothing goes smoothly... they wont even give a damn... with corruption comes another set of problem though... but in the end.. all i hope for is getting back my car in its original state before the accident ASAP.
This wait is killing me... gonna have to miss seeing her and public transports arent that ideal here either (probably already telling me not to go thr...), knowing its gonna tough on both of us... do hope that can really bear up... its always a case that is easier said than done... (applies for most of things in life... )...
But wait for it k? I m sure things gonna be quick... exams around the corner as well.. so hopefullly this gonna help me distract & focus on the more important things... with this distraction, keep time passing faster and cut all the agony of expectations & waiting...
So far thats all for now :).. brain cells arent functioning so well.. *Winks*
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Changes : Am I Ready?
A fren once said : "The hardest part of ending is to start again... and whr do we begin? "
Technically its not like the end, its something more minor changes... in general its inevitable, thats life... anyway, what am i worried about? its gotta be related to work as usual, nothing much can be done to take the mind from it when at least 8 hours of life revolves around that...
Small changes : Different seating arrangement
Big changes : Uncertainty of the future (general...)
So lets talk about seating arrangements, I'll be moving to a new seating + SMALLER table... thinking whr the hell to fit all my stuffs... the new table gotta be at least half the size my current 1... anyway, gonna miss my usual colleagues who are happenings ones...
Bigger picture, its already end of October,2 months from now.. its a brand new ... everyone talking about resolutions & all that crap... ok, to me, it wont really work unless ur really discipline in doing it...
In regards to work, target gonna increase for sure, what accounts stay, what accounts given to charity, thats yet to be seen.. but one things for sure... wont be that great... KPIs.... bla bla bla...
Waiting for someone to smack me from the back... then that would be the green light for "gerila attack" :D... bring it on ppl !!
Technically its not like the end, its something more minor changes... in general its inevitable, thats life... anyway, what am i worried about? its gotta be related to work as usual, nothing much can be done to take the mind from it when at least 8 hours of life revolves around that...
Small changes : Different seating arrangement
Big changes : Uncertainty of the future (general...)
So lets talk about seating arrangements, I'll be moving to a new seating + SMALLER table... thinking whr the hell to fit all my stuffs... the new table gotta be at least half the size my current 1... anyway, gonna miss my usual colleagues who are happenings ones...
Bigger picture, its already end of October,2 months from now.. its a brand new ... everyone talking about resolutions & all that crap... ok, to me, it wont really work unless ur really discipline in doing it...
In regards to work, target gonna increase for sure, what accounts stay, what accounts given to charity, thats yet to be seen.. but one things for sure... wont be that great... KPIs.... bla bla bla...
Waiting for someone to smack me from the back... then that would be the green light for "gerila attack" :D... bring it on ppl !!
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