Just gonna do what I'm good at

Just a random thinking aloud : I'm gonna be who I am. Gotta just do what I am good at.
Confidence that slipped away - how its been a distance away ... A glimpse away I see ya drifting but I quickening my pace, and soon I'll be where am I again.

"I've gotta a feeling...that tonight's gonna be a good night..."

Good night peeps !

Re-kindling those feelings...

"Some people dream... while others wake up & work hard for it..."
Screw all those motivation books - you gotta really find what really works for you...
Too many advice messes up your head so you just gotta start procrastinating & take on the challenge head on...
Yeah - that was what worked in the past & Im gonna make it work once again... Old fashion street style, with loads of pain & bashing... and yes, I've decided I'll do it my way... Stubbornness has been one of biggest flaw & strength... being impatient has a dual quality... 2 side to a coin they say...

Headgear on, earplugs set, fighting stance on - guards on - punch, jab, cross, albow-knee combo, round house kick + K.O.

never belonged to the intellectual - why try so hard not being yourself...
- life was about realistic from the start - :)

22 Apr 2013

The clock ticks by... seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks & months...
Every passing rhythm fades into sub-consciousness, I've lost count the last I've been back, and now insomnia strikes again... oh well "hello" it greets, of course not the most welcomed guest...

Going through a really rough patch right now... trying to put up a front appearing calm & not affected but deep down its filled with grief & uncertainty... As off now, its really sustaining on  self comfort & pumping in positive stuff through my head - blocking every emotion that breaks me down....

An honest evaluation, looking deep down having moments of solidarity - shows things really arent the best... I hope I wont run out of willpower & self denial... its painful since there is so much I would have done differently but I know I couldnt ...

I hope I wont breakdown since life is getting so heavy & I dont know how I can take it...
 

Hall of Fame...

Just love The Script's new album... This year will be a year - a height in my career... breaking records like nobody has ever reached. This will probably the last year & my peak.... And it does remind me of the new song "Hall of Fame"....

Every other things has failed me, nothing going right apart from that... lets just hope it'll be better tmr... ntg but disappointment &burdens ...

 I dedicate this song to all those out there struggling to strive for your best... giving you best, coming out with a smile in the end...

 "There's never gonna be a rainbow without some rain..."

 

"Hall Of Fame"
(feat. Will.I.Am)

Yeah, You could be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the king kong banging on your chest

You could beat the world
You could beat the war
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you can find yourself

Standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

You could go the distance
You could run the mile
You could walk straight through hell with a smile

You could be the hero
You could get the gold
Breaking all the records that thought never could be broke

Do it for your people
Do it for your pride
How you ever gonna know if you never even try?

Do it for your country
Do it for your name
Cause there's gonna be a day

When you're standing in the hall of fame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
Cause you burn with the brightest flame (yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name (yeah)
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

Be a champion, Be a champion, Be a champion, Be a champion

On the walls of the hall of fame

Be students
Be teachers
Be politicians
Be preachers

Be believers
Be leaders
Be astronauts
Be champions
Be truth seekers

Be students
Be teachers
Be politicians
Be preachers

Be believers
Be leaders
Be astronauts
Be champions

Standing in the hall of fame
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Cause you burn with the brightest flame
(Yeah, yeah,yeah)
And the world's gonna know your name
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

(You can be a champion)
You could be the greatest
(You can be a champion)
You can be the best
(You can be a champion)
You can be the king kong banging on your chest

(You can be a champion)
You could beat the world
(You can be a champion)
You could beat the war
(You can be a champion)
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

(You can be a champion)
You can throw your hands up
(You can be a champion)
You can beat the clock
(You can be a champion)
You can move a mountain
(You can be a champion)
You can break rocks

(You can be a champion)
You can be a master
(You can be a champion)
Don't wait for luck
(You can be a champion)
Dedicate yourself and you can find yourself
(You can be a champion)

Standing in the hall of fame

Heavy Shoulders

So many things has happened this year...till this point of writing nothing but memories left behind, past un-rewindable... Going through the motions... feels like I'm quite lost? Getting tired of the burdens on the shoulders though... how long can i last? I dont need to have a silver / golden spoon in my mouth, i just want to be able to live my life... not having to worry for everyone... Putting that maturity that I wasnt even ready to take on... Some days I wish I was alot more selfish, to just let go off everything... but I could be able to live my self in that guilt... Conscience still in place after all... All these mess is giving a headache too...arghhh

光良 [太天真] (English Translations : Lryics Included)

Too naive...  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ammw9z_-0Vk&feature=g-vrec

I knew this was too truth but I thought exceptions happens...

今天的天空怎么会特别的蓝
Why does today's sky seem exceptionally blue?
我怎会有点感伤
Why do i feel slightly sad?
一个人悠悠荡荡
Swaying leisurely alone...
 
没有特别方向
without any direction
一幕一幕的过往
remember thoughts after thoughts / scenes after scenes
还舍不得遗忘
which seems unforgettable
不知觉又走到这个熟悉海岸
unknowingly reaching to a seeming familiar beach...
 
假装你在我身旁
dreaming that you were beside me...
海浪亲吻着沙滩
waves washing against the banks of the beach,
为我制造浪漫
creating the one imaginary romance 
你曾说一起去流浪
that you once mentioned that we would 'drift away' together
 
流浪到海角另一端
drifting to the other corner of the sea
连天空都在笑着我太天真
even the sky laughs at me being too naive
不是都说好我们不会改变
didnt we agree that nothing will change?
你曾写下的诺言
the promise that you once wrote?
  
我深深刻在心里面
deeply embedded within my heart
等待你会出现
waiting for you arrival 
海枯石烂那天
till the day when the seas run dry & stones breaks...
连世界都在看着我太天真
the whole earth thinks that im too native too
 
不是说好要爱到最后一天
didnt we speak about love till the end?
收起所有的思念
putting away all those thoughts
那是我唯一的眷恋
which were my only attachments
让爱随风漂流 飘向海的另一边
letting my love being blow away by the wind to the other end of the sea
 
习惯了又走到这个熟悉海岸
habitually walking by that familiar beach 
你已不在我身旁
you;re no longer by my side
海浪亲吻着沙滩
waves washing against the banks of the beach, 
我不觉得浪漫
unknowingly i imagined romance
 
不想再一个人流浪
not wanting to drift around alone
流浪着失去了方向
drifting along without direction
连天空都在笑着我太天真
even the sky laughs at me being too naive 
不是都说好我们不会改变
didnt we speak about love till the end? 
 
你曾写下的诺言
the promise that you once wrote?
我深深刻在心里面
deeply embedded within my heart
等待你会出现
waiting for you arrival 
海枯石烂那天
till the day when the seas run dry & stones breaks...

连世界都在看着我太天真
the whole earth thinks that im too native too  
是谁说过我们都不要改变
who was it that spoke about not changing?
你曾写下的诺言
the promise that you once wrote?
我深深刻在心里面
deeply embedded within my heart 

等待你会出现
waiting for you arrival 
海枯石烂那天
till the day when the seas run dry & stones breaks...  
连世界都在看着我太天真
the whole earth thinks that im too native too   
不是说好要爱到最后一天
didnt we speak about love till the end? 
 收起所有的思念

putting away all those thoughts
那是我唯一的眷恋
which were my only attachments
让爱随风漂流 飘向海的另一边
letting my love being blow away by the wind to the other end of the sea

收起所有的思念
putting away all those thoughts
那是我唯一的眷恋
which were my only attachments
让爱随风漂流 飘向海的另一边
letting my love being blow away by the wind to the other end of the sea 

相信你会再出现
believing that you would appear once again...

Second chance

Everyone deserves a second chance, they say...

Probably so... there is where forgiveness comes in?
Keeping the negativity aside, look to the future... nobody can change the past...
Focus on the sincerity & positive side, it'll make forgiving alot easier...

And you never know... probably even forgetting? (Probably not... haha...)

However, not all endings are endings we expect... never know mayb e there is a double climax? just went you thought ... think again... Anyways, if all fails.... then I guess it'll be entirely to the individual...
How long can a leaky heart last? No matter how spacious & un-calculative a person might seem or be...I guess there is a limit... and ultimately the breaking point...

The question is : Is that the BREAKING POINT? 

Good nitez folks !!